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Name: Doug
Birthday: 7/17/1987
Gender: Male
Interests: High schooler with no money but that doesn't matter. Love my Lord and Savior with all my heart. Soccer is a fun thing that i do to stay in shape and just trying to be myself
Expertise: Um ya i geuss........... haven't the slightest clue of what this todally means so ya i'll leave the rest blank.
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AIM:  Uey196
Member Since:
10/22/2004
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| So tomorrow my birthday?? Yeah i geuss so. Nothing new here keep breaking my bike need a new one but need 700 for that one. But tomorrow after lunch and what not i'm gong shooting with a friend and we are going to have the time of our lives by shooting i mean pesty rodants with airsoft guns. Nothing to harmful. It'll be amazing though so i can't complain there. Lunch possibly with my mom and who knows what else tomorrow not to much. Can't wait for soccer season to start it's going to be so much better this year than last go to www.bethelcollege.edu and then atheletics and mens soccer we have the schedual up if u wanna see it and see what games u can make it out to ok that's all for now later on. | | |
| How do you figure out if she's the right one or if you just want a girlfriend you'll take anyone. I like her, but do I really like her?? She's alot of fun to hang out with easy to talk to, and she's on fire for Christ. We have alot in common it seems like, and iI don't know, but I do know this I hate my love life cause I've never had one and don't know how it works. I want to wait for the right one, but I feel sometimes maybe I passed the one and didn't know it. I don't feel like I want to be single for the rest of my life, but is that what You want for me . . . If so, so be it. I trust you with all I have to offer, and trust your jugement, now let me be able to follow you as close as I can I wanna be like You. Forgive me for what I have done and bless me for what You want me to do and not let me do what I wanna do. Thank You. | | |
| So here it is i've hit and all time low I don't know what it is, but i'm dragging. I feel like I am beat I'm done don't feel like doing anything anymore. I am sick of school and I'm sick of stupid stuff. I just wanna relax not worry about grades and have time to just enjoy myself. Everyone seems to be doing that as much as they want at school, but me NO I am on a strict schedual and I feel like i'm going through it day after day class, work, evening activity, sleep, work, sleep, class and so on and so on. I just wanna be done . . . | | |
| In Florida right now amazing it's nice and warm i can't beat it. I love spring breaks nice and relaxing. Beaches food and friends. I just feel weird kinda i don't know really i guess i just need to find my basis i guess and be myself i hate it i just feel weird being myself i'm not as funny as some people i guess and feel like i'll be made fun of like i always do when i was in high school and other things. o well that's life. Maybe these last few day's i'll be myself and just change and have a better time than just a good time and relax and what not. We'll just wait and see hope things work out and i guess i'll post later possibly have a good one later on.
Until later ~ Doug
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V for Vendetta (Widescreen Edition)
By Natalie Portman, Hugo Weaving, Stephen Rea, Stephen Fry, John Hurt, Tim Pigott-Smith, Rupert Graves, Roger Allam, Ben Miles, Sin�ad Cusack, Natasha Wightman, John Standing, Eddie Marsan, Clive Ashborn, Emma Field-Rayner, Ian Burfield, Mark Phoenix, Alister Mazzotti, Billie Cook, Guy Henry
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I'm happy for what happened tonight, but why don't i feel it. I'm so glad I found out what I've been wanting to know for awhile now, but I don't know I just feel weird. I wanna be happy, but I feel as if it could be more, But if God wants me to be patient that is what I need to be. I can't wait to get away from these stupid college people no hard feelings to those that are in college with me. I just thought it would be totally different from high school where I wouldn't have to deal with the drama and stupidity of guys going o your going out with a girl tonight and being rude about it. Can't i freaking hang out with a girl and she not be my girlfriend seriously. I mean yeah i like this girl, but what I'm not aloud to hang out with her and her not being my girlfriend. So what if I like her we would rather be friends and great friends first before we rush into anything. I would rather have a great friendship than an awkward relationship where we can't be ourselves. That would just be a waist. Maybe we both just need a break and be able to talk to each other by ourselves or just be able to hang out and lay around and just chill with out those annoying guys I some how call friends at school. I had a great walk and talk with her tonight and that's what we both talked about well I let her talk cause it was her idea and I wanted to let her talk so she can get everything out she wanted. But I think both of us feel the same way which is a good thing and if we need to just be friends till we feel we can move it further she feels that there could be something further between us two but she doesn't want to rush it because she has had some different people she liked but didn't like more than friends. I know things will work out if God wants them too. She just feels like she could be the one I've been waiting for, but I guess if I have to wait I have to wait and I can do that it will just be hard and it will give me a test of what needs to happen, I think that will be good for me I feel as if maybe he wants me to look to him more and let him run my life, and not me left running my own life to make my own choices I need his word and read and understand or ask questions or just do the best I can listen to him. That's it if your still reading I applaud you and if you have any suggestions leave them for me and if you just want to have good reading I hope this was good enough for you have a good one.
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